chemo sean trank

I came prepared, having drank 66 ounces of water and ready for anything.  The coach that morning gave us a lot of info about side effects and drugs and all sorts of useful things.  My treatment would start at noon so we had a little time to kill.  We went to the new city target and got some good shopping done… finally got some pants that fit YAY!

Time finally came and my mind wondered about what it will really be like to have poison flowing through my veins.  You gotta do what you gotta do, one of my frequent sayings. As the drip began it felt like nothing really, just cold.  As time passed not much happened other than talking to Sarah, having to pee all the time and a lot of thinking about life.  I made this video for you to watch too.

Though in this current moment I feel very dizzy, tired, and just plain sick, I can’t help but feel joy.  I am so happy to be surrounded by a life giving community that is so uplifting and so full of God’s Spirit.  God has been teaching me His sovereignty and my faith in His plan has grown significantly as I read scripture about how God used the patriarchs who honestly failed miserably yet God still was with them.  We to have all failed in so many ways to keep God’s standard but His love does not change.  It does not matter what sin is infused with your life because God can handle it if you bring it to Him.

Cancer is like a living metaphor of sin in that it is cells that are rebelling against the body.  It may start small and harmless but it grows quickly and will kill you.  Jesus is sometimes called the great physician and this fits perfectly.  Sin is the cancer that only Jesus can save us from.  It doesn’t matter what sage you have allowed your sin/cancer to grow to Jesus can heal you completely and it is not because we deserve it.  It is grace.  So you may be living in the worst deviant manner or maybe you just keep telling lies for various reasons, but if you are reading this now it is time to come home.  Let Jesus heal you.  Joy is the side effect and it feels great.

Be Blessed

Sean Trank

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About Sean Trank

My name is Sean Trank. I aspire to help those who want to succeed. I am a promoter of many things and I love making good ideas known. I also have a unique sense of humor that has been honed and shaped from having a Jewish Christian background...or maybe it is because my childhood house had lead-based paint. Ok so please explore this website .

13 responses »

  1. We are journeying with you. Praying for you NON STOP.

  2. trysch says:

    Thank you for sharing your journey – and for making an appeal for each reader to follow Jesus. I pray for you every night. God bless you as you trudged the path He has placed you on.

  3. Caleb Roose says:

    I’m so encouraged to see how God is sustaining you through all this and how you are testifying to His goodness in the midst of your trials. I believe God is making 2 Cor 12:9 alive in and through your life: “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Keep reflecting God’s goodness

  4. Sue Montroy says:

    You guys are too cute. hugs all around!

  5. Doobies says:

    Sending love from the east!

  6. Chris says:

    Great post… Very encouraging for your “Ma”! So glad you know and love The Lord. 🙂

    Sent from my iPod

  7. martha J says:

    Great job of using everything in your life to explain the Gospel plainly! You are telling the truth “in season and out of season”- SO proud of you!!!!

  8. Don Walker says:

    You (and Sarah) are amazing! Thanks for sharing your journey. Your great faith is so evident in all that you say and all that you write. We can never truly know the depth of our faith until it is put to the test. You are passing the test with flying colors!

  9. Laurie Calkins says:

    Thank you so much for sharing. What a testimony to The Lord Jesus Christ! I am praying for you and Sarah daily. Love you both, Laurie.

  10. Bobbie Howard says:

    Avinu Malkeinu our Father and King, Our Great Physician, Our Comfort, Our All, Move throughout Sean’s body targeting the cancer cells like a drone sent out to destroy the enemy. Protect those cells that are healthy that they may help do battle. As You fight this battle for Sean , we lock our shields of Father about him standing firm, following Your guidance….having done all stand. And so we do. The Battle belongs to the L-rd both here and in the heavenlies. Fighting the good fight together, we are an army at Your bidding. Be glorified in Sean and Sarah as they follow Your lead. amein

  11. Connie Israel says:

    Wow,God’s grace is upon you.

  12. Randy Morser says:

    Please read or youtube lectures by Thomas Seyfreid PhD of Boston College, Dominic D’Agostino PhD of USF, Dr. Stephen Phinney, and Jeff Volek PhD. They have researched protocols to make your treatment much more effective. Their work has been published in the most highly regarded peer reviewed science and medical journals. Their protocols are new, but they’ve alreadt made a huge difference for a lot of people.

  13. Praying for you and Sarah–God is glorified in your trust in Him! What a testimony here! May you continue to hide and abide in the Rock–Jesus Christ. I am praying and waiting on the LORD. John 15:5

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